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    April 05

    遥远

    若是这个世上没有污秽
    我们便可坦诚相爱
    为何时光要分开我们的爱
    嗯 只有现在  在你身边
    只要有你  我就会变得坚强
    誓言的戒指  闪闪发光绚丽夺目
    You will realize  即使再小的梦想
    You are the one  填满我心的人
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    夜晚的高速 驾着飞快的摩托
    喧闹的好像过分自由
    亲眼看了琢磨了才会明白
    这就是是现实
    如果能完全回到那时候的你和我的话
    我会跪着许愿  直到化为石头
    We can still be free  数到100
    Never wanna stop  开启心灵
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    这几天我一直在想,爱情是什么?
    其实也就只是一瞬间
    爱情对于我就是一瞬间和一个人对上了眼了
    感觉就会在心里滋长
    然后一直持续
    即使知道永远没有机会
    可是仍然会很认真
    让这样的感觉一直留在心里
    只是因为内心最深处仍然相信爱情的存在
    很傻很傻
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    前几天收拾房子,找出了和前男友的东西
    很认真的整理完
    看完所有的回忆片段
    很怀念,也很确信,当时的他很爱我
    可是也很明白只是曾经的过去
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    我们应该去寻找未来?
    因为总要相信幸福会在前方
    ­
    就像现在从不离身的项链上所写的~
    With all my love
    和那一半残缺的:Much love
    ­
    March 25

    决定放弃

    这阵子心情很怪,一阵一阵.
    很矛盾
    一个朋友曾经问我为什么那么的忧郁?
    看似高兴的脸却隐藏着一份忧伤,
    我很明白,忧伤?也许,其实只是因为人的一种经历.
    我没有经历过什么大风大雨可是生活的各种理由却不得不让我们变得坚强.
    很强烈,非常强烈
    我决定放弃一个朋友
    也许你能看见这篇文章,
    也许是该和你说再见的时候了
    认识9年的朋友,一直我对朋友的定义是要将心比心.
    无论什么样的朋友我都尽全力去交往.因为朋友是生活的支柱.
    我到现在有三个能以心交换的朋友,我很庆幸我能有三位之多.
    前不久表弟问我:如果以生命为代价会有几个朋友能站出来.
    这个问题其实太大,我想没有人会愿意为别人付出生命.是的,可是我却在想,
    当我需要朋友的帮忙,不付代价,会为我腾时间,尽全力的朋友有多少?
    结论是只有三个
    只有三个能以心交换的朋友.
    可是今天,我决定放弃我去当一个别人以心交换的朋友
    对于这样的一个朋友,在你身上我学会了独立,奋斗,却同样的看到了人性自私的一面,
    我很不解,如果朋友是这样的为什么还需要下去呢?
    我决定放弃你
    因为我希望真正的朋友不是这样的
    只是认识这么久很失望而已
    所以决定不会在认同你
    拒绝你的所有一切.
    请你原谅
    不是我太过分不要你这个朋友,而是你的现实把我从朋友的位置给驱逐了~
    很谢谢你过去9年的照顾?
    其实想想9年你真的照顾过我这个朋友吗??
    很可笑啊~
    March 08

    其實真的早忘記啦~

    髮現真的很久沒有更新這裏,應該說其實早就忘記了這裏.
    一個有時候總是會去想很多事情.
    今天有人問我 ,找男朋友沒.
    找男朋友?
    呵呵.
    這個問題其實對于我來說真的很遙遠.
    想想自己還真是單身了挺久.
     
    可是難道真的是習慣這樣的感覺嗎?
    最近忽然愛上了一個人,是一個夢裏的人.
    呵呵
    可是卻莫名的愛上他.
    有時候自己也想不通自己,為什么會愛上夢裏的人.
    還是自己更願意活在自己的夢中呢?
     
    睡覺前,還是習慣看着天花坂.
    可是現在看不見天花坂.
    于是總是睜着眼睛,去體會我愛上的感覺.
    很奇妙的愛.
    呵呵.是感覺吧.
    自己卻也很認真暸起來,覺得自己要好好加油 ,
    因為一個自己愛上的感覺
     
    June 10

    Journey

    It's a long long journey
    Till I know where I'm supposed to be
    It's a long long journey
    And I don't know if I can believe
    When shadows fall and block my eyes
    I am lost and know that I must hide
    It's a long long journey
    Till I find my way home to you
    Many days I've spent
    Drifting on through empty shores
    Wondering what's my purpose
    Wondering how to make me strong
    I know I will falter I know I will cry
    I know you'll be standing by my side
    It's a long long journey
    And I need to be close to you
    Sometimes it feels no one understands
    I don't even know why
    I do the things I do
    When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
    Will you break down these walls and pull me through
    Cause It's a long long journey
    Till I feel that I am worth the price
    You paid for me on calvary
    Beneath those stormy skies
    When Satan mocks and fris turn to foes
    It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
    Cause It's a long long journey
    Till I find my way home to you
    oh to you

    纯真

    长长的路上 我想我们是朋友  如果有期待我想最好是不说
    你总是微笑的 你总是不开口  世界被你掌握
    月亮绕地球 地球绕着太阳走  我以为世界是座宁静的宇宙
    今晚的天空有一颗流星划过  在预言着什麽
    在无声之中你拉起了我的手  我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
    耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏  星星在闪烁  你怎麽说
    你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊  任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透
    你眼中闪烁湖面无边的温柔  那波光在诱惑
    在无声之中你拉起了我的手  我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
    耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏  星星在闪烁  你会怎麽说
    在无声之中你拉起了我的手  我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
    耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏  星星在闪烁  你会怎麽说
    你已经有他就不应该再有我  世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
    我想我应该轻轻放开你的手   我却没有力气这麽做

    Because you live

    Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
    It's the of the world in my mind
    Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
    I've been looking for the answer
    Somewhere
    I couldn't see that it was right there
    But now I know what I didn't know

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has twice as many stars in the sky

    It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
    Cuz of you, made it though every storm
    What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
    I'm so glad I found an angel
    Someone
    Who was there when all my hopes fell
    I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has twice as many stars in the sky
    Because you live, I live

    Because you live there's a reason why
    I carry on when I lose the fight
    I want to give what you've given me always

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has twice as many stars in the sky

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has everything I need to survive

    Because you live, I live, I live

    Over The Rainbow

    Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high
    There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
    Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue 
    And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
    Someday I'll wish upon a star
    And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
    Where troubles smelled like lemon drops
    Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me
    Somewhere over the rainbow Bluebirds fly
    Birds fly over the rainbow Why, then oh why, can't I
    Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue
    And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
    If happy little bluebirds fly
    Beyond the rainbow Why, oh why, can't I?

    Almost Over You

    I saw an old fri of ours today
    She asked about you
    I didn't quite know what to say
    Heard you've been making your rounds 'round here
    While I've been trying to make tears disappear
    Now I'm almost over you
    I've almost shook these blues
    So when you come back around after painting the town
    You'll see I'm almost over you
    You're such a sly one with your cold
    Cold heart
    Maybe leaving' came easy
    But it tore me apart
    Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
    Cause it seems like forever
    But I'm letting' you go
    Now I'm almost over you
    I've almost shook these blues
    So when you come back around after painting the town
    You'll see I'm almost over you
    I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
    Although you left me with nothing to show
    Full of misery
    Now I'm almost over you
    I've almost shook these blues
    So when you come back around after painting the town
    You'll see I'm almost over you
    When you come back around after painting the town
    You'll see I'm almost over you

    Perfect Moment

    This is my moment
    This is my perfect moment with you
    This is what God meant
    This is my perfect moment with you
    I wish I could freeze this space in time
    The way I feel for you inside
    Tell me you love me when you leave
    You're more than a shadow, that's what I believe
    You take me to places I never dreamed I'd see
    Minute by minute you are the world to me
    I wish I could frame the look in your eyes
    The way that for you inside
    And if tomorrow brings a lonely day
    Here and now i know I haven't lived in vain
    I'll cry my tears in the rainand if love never comes again
    I can always say I've been to paradise skies in your eyes... in your eyes
    So tell me you love me the moment you leave
    You're more than a shadow, I've just to believe
    I wish I could keep you all of my life
    The way that I feel for you inside
    This is my perfect momentWith you, with you..